How if I Love You?

Last night, when I made my Poetry journal, I cannot consentrate well. I think a lot of things about people around me. One of them is someone that I know just some months ago. Honestly, I don't know what I feel to him. He is not special, not attract me, and he doesn't like what I want. But I don't know I care him. Because of that, I write this poem:

How if I Love You?

By Ratna Widiarti

I knew you just in short time

I was with you for a vision aim

Joking and singing make us fun

Just one night and three days

But so meaningful for me

I sad to end that day

Although I know we will meet again

But I’m not sure that we can

Have those feeling once more

I’m afraid to lost you

But I’m more afraid

How if I love you?

My mixed feeling

By Ratna Widiarti

I don’t know which one to think first

In this valentine day

I don’t know whom to think about

One… two… three…

One by one shadow of person

Appear in my mind

Then those are mixed

And my heart just wondering

What is my feeling to him?